Question:

My family is in a big war, there is no peace. My dad is paranoid. I feel like commiting suicide and I’m only 17. My family is Muslim, but I’ve recently converted to Christianity, but I’m struggling to keep my faith. Please help me.

– Amanda

Answer:

You need to let go of all the emotions that keep you captive to your past. Emotions don’t let your faith work and that may be the reason why you’re struggling to keep your faith. It’s not about how you feel like, it’s about what is good for you and what is true about you. You’re so important for God that He died for you – what does that tell you about your value? Can you waste all that in a suicide? It doesn’t make sense. Come to the church today and speak to the pastor about how you can use your faith to fight the evil thoughts that dance around your mind. Don’t wait for tomorrow. Regarding your family, I think you need to leave that side of your life on hold for a while so you can focus on yourself first. Once you’re strong and firm in your faith and with yourself, you can then start helping them.